2 My Frens
well....2day not much 2 say actually... but theres 1 ting tt was brought up tt made me tink n all..so..
i chatted wif xz...n well..he say tt im moving on wif life etc...den i ans sth like....well "no la..cos once we r 19 we cannot b 18"....
den i tink 2 myself..hmm..wat i say by common sense...well really is true..n it made me tink..im 17 now..going 18 very soon..few more months..ha..hmm..den i tink...once im 18...19 will b ahead..but when i wana look back at my footprints behind....i cannot b at tt position anymore..the past is the past..u cannot stay at a position 4eva.theres only a forward route 2 take..no backwards route.n spending time tinking abt the past is jus...not gd...its like..it makes me really feel tt.....every hr ....every min n sec is imp...literally..but i noe its impossible 2 100 % make full use of time...so..well..i wana try my best 2 make use of it well....
n den i thot 2 myself...although u take 30mins 2 b sad lets say...it could b a short time...n insignificant...but if u r constantly sad...making urself sad....stressed.depressed...angry...etc...bad tings......when u add them up...it could b yrs....so..its like..u used 2-3 yrs 2 feel sad???!......or 5-10 yrs being angry at ppl???!......is it worth it?..is tt how u wan ur life 2 b made up of?..so i tot tis 2 myself....
hmmm..so its like whoever i met...or may meet..known..have known..i wana let u guys noe tt u all r imp 2 me..seriously..cos its like..my pillars is myself..tts true..but wifout my frens is jus ya..i will definitely b lost.......y i will say tis....not frm dramas ar....haha....is bcos......i cannot hear opinions...wifout opinions...i will hav no viewpoints of my own as well..cos there will b nth 2 judge wif in the 1st place....so its like...watever u guys(my frens) hav 2 say..it will affect my life.10 yrs down the road n all..ya..so keep ur mouth open 2 me ya?..i wana continuosly hear ur words.....ha
ur words r imp 2 me...may it b lame.crap.insults.opinions.bitching.dirty.jokes.truths.facts. or watsoever i will hear them 1 la..haa....n ya...well..tink i hav crapped enuff 4 2day..=P.....hmm 2 my veryclose frens out there......thk u guys ya?..n those getting closer 2 me ....u all ar....bess also la hor..haha.. best of frens would b like : XZ,Zowell,ian,CY,CJ,NOEL....did i miss out any?..haa...all tis ppl kana caning b4 1..ha...except 1...haha.=P..
hmm n 2 another person..which within a short time.kinda noe tis person already..kinda like..close is....the lamest n crappiest: Pansy.!.haha...duno y god mus punish me~...ha..k j/k..yap.tts all..
Thk u guys though 2 make my life happy...tink i shld thk my mom also...............hmm..wat abt my dad..yesh yesh...o yea i jus remembered my bro......n...ya....i got it.....its lame....k..dun wan write liao .....-.-"
well....2day not much 2 say actually... but theres 1 ting tt was brought up tt made me tink n all..so..
i chatted wif xz...n well..he say tt im moving on wif life etc...den i ans sth like....well "no la..cos once we r 19 we cannot b 18"....
den i tink 2 myself..hmm..wat i say by common sense...well really is true..n it made me tink..im 17 now..going 18 very soon..few more months..ha..hmm..den i tink...once im 18...19 will b ahead..but when i wana look back at my footprints behind....i cannot b at tt position anymore..the past is the past..u cannot stay at a position 4eva.theres only a forward route 2 take..no backwards route.n spending time tinking abt the past is jus...not gd...its like..it makes me really feel tt.....every hr ....every min n sec is imp...literally..but i noe its impossible 2 100 % make full use of time...so..well..i wana try my best 2 make use of it well....
n den i thot 2 myself...although u take 30mins 2 b sad lets say...it could b a short time...n insignificant...but if u r constantly sad...making urself sad....stressed.depressed...angry...etc...bad tings......when u add them up...it could b yrs....so..its like..u used 2-3 yrs 2 feel sad???!......or 5-10 yrs being angry at ppl???!......is it worth it?..is tt how u wan ur life 2 b made up of?..so i tot tis 2 myself....
hmmm..so its like whoever i met...or may meet..known..have known..i wana let u guys noe tt u all r imp 2 me..seriously..cos its like..my pillars is myself..tts true..but wifout my frens is jus ya..i will definitely b lost.......y i will say tis....not frm dramas ar....haha....is bcos......i cannot hear opinions...wifout opinions...i will hav no viewpoints of my own as well..cos there will b nth 2 judge wif in the 1st place....so its like...watever u guys(my frens) hav 2 say..it will affect my life.10 yrs down the road n all..ya..so keep ur mouth open 2 me ya?..i wana continuosly hear ur words.....ha
ur words r imp 2 me...may it b lame.crap.insults.opinions.bitching.dirty.jokes.truths.facts. or watsoever i will hear them 1 la..haa....n ya...well..tink i hav crapped enuff 4 2day..=P.....hmm 2 my veryclose frens out there......thk u guys ya?..n those getting closer 2 me ....u all ar....bess also la hor..haha.. best of frens would b like : XZ,Zowell,ian,CY,CJ,NOEL....did i miss out any?..haa...all tis ppl kana caning b4 1..ha...except 1...haha.=P..
hmm n 2 another person..which within a short time.kinda noe tis person already..kinda like..close is....the lamest n crappiest: Pansy.!.haha...duno y god mus punish me~...ha..k j/k..yap.tts all..
Thk u guys though 2 make my life happy...tink i shld thk my mom also...............hmm..wat abt my dad..yesh yesh...o yea i jus remembered my bro......n...ya....i got it.....its lame....k..dun wan write liao .....-.-"
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