Bar Cert

2day had my training exam...starbucks 1..ya..im quitting by end of nxt week..means..ill b byebye..no more..lol..hmm well...anyways..ended quite early..i still thought will end very late...but ended abt 9+

dne aft tt was tinking of visiting pansy since she works near by so might as well go visit lo...so went there saw tis.....slacking figure..lol..wif golden highlighted haired girl...n i start toking wif her...den saw ah suan n bao ling there also..chatted wif them also..but lol..haha..ya lo..missed tt place..lol..quite a lot of memories...actually wan tok more 2 the highlighted hair 1...but she had 2 sell her products if not she'd b sacked n kicked out....right?..

well..at tis very moment i m feeling the low time....i duno y..but im holding on 2 too many worries...i mean..tis feeling i hav is jus temporary but...im afraid wat im sensing will happen..

well..my studies bad...i need 2 do sth abt it...all tt tok abt getting gd grades...in the end was empty tok ..i need 2 change..really need 2...n 1 ting def is my habits..eaating n all..i hardly find energy 2 stay focused ...i stammer more when i tok now compared 2 last time when i was more aggressive..im uncertain of wat i say..i duno how 2 put in2 words 4 some sentences..so..i may hav wrong words coming out..so..well..i hav 2 try pick up my energy like how i was like aft the O's where i was very certain of everyting...i was in control of myself...now is like.....im as if taking drugs like tt...very tired etc...well...

im worry-filled..need 2 grab myself again...being how i was like aft the O's....tired now..bye.~