To Pansy the Nice

To Pansy The Wise

well...the 1st ting im going 2 say is...pansy~~im so damn glad i knew u!!...=)
ure really like a....big sis 2 me...hmm..no.............erm..sth mmuch stronger...n i noe..ull b there when i need u =)..wat can i say pans~...=D..

hmm...well..jus had NRA 2day..ermm..was ok la~..din dance properly cos...cannot c wat the instructor was doing..so..very blur..well..den...ya..tts abt it 4 my day..n..well..aft dance was quite pissed...4 sth..

pansy..seriously..sometimes...when i c ppl tt is so fake n shitted head attitudes..i really jus wana tok 2 u etc..calm myself etc..well din wana call/msg u well..dun wana disturb la~..but hmmm well...mm..u really noe me really..well la~...i mean besides u is my guy frens la..~..well...n..

its really a blessing tt i knew u through such a..."story"~...n well..yaps......n the most prominent diff between u n other of my frens is tt u were very constant on how u treat ppl...its not like..sometime nice sometime not nice..sometime msg..sometime dun...so..really a miracle..lol.

(well..it doesnt really pay off 2 b a gd person~..n..ya~..when ppl does gd..none remembers..when ppl does bad..every1 remembers..)

there r a few personss out there..tt i wan 2 noe well....there r..i dun need 2 say who but..those ppl shld noe~...guys & girls...

hmm..i duno how 2 say some tings la...time will show slowly..=)..im not som1 who take frens lightly...i noe im very sensitive....so i might make a din out of nth..which means..i will always try 2 guess how ppl feel n...try 2 b in their shoes...n 2 guess n ask..well..but sometimes ppl do not appreciate tt SOME frens do get concerned!..some frens jus wana hav fun hav fun play n play wif u~..etc..like playmate...but do these frens noe how u feel inside?..pain?..sadness?jealousy?happiness?tired?sick?ill?...

if yes...den ill ask howmuch??..2 wat extent??...tis word frens...is self-defined...but..2 me finding a fren tts gd 2 me...ill treat tt person like treasure..