Muted Love & expressions

Hmm...topic is that because i feel like pouring my thoughts in here today...anyone minds?.heh..hmm..

a little more serious this time and going to be more..sensual.yaps.

but before that.well i settled 3/5 things today.monday going to register for theory and call nsc then job wise.i think ive got it pretty secured.working on tues and wednesday i think.then maybe sat and sun.

alrights...then i also feel that i should keep comments to myself at times.when im happy i am not going to show it till its exaggerate.

ok.hmmm well i feel very weird now..why?...when i close my eyes i imagine and think of many colours.i feel cold.due to the weather.the feeling is very...well..unexplainable...its a gentle and light feeling...but i do not want to reveal totally.its not transparent..

when i love/like someone.i usually dont show it right out.ill be more sensitive to that person.ill be more giving to that person.ill be very myself to that person.ill be very comfortable with that person.ill feel like pampering that person.but usually ill be quite cold towards romantic words to that person.im generally more possessive towards that person.jealousy is a feeling inside/at my heart.

but yet romance is still an interest to me.

but these are what i was.what about now??how do i react when i...am in a deep...well..i dont know.

just thinking it through....well..im getting tired.=)