Turn the Tide

Well.i must really thank ivan for lending me the thick stack of notes to study.
i can visualize how much i need to study.its not a very nice picture from how i see it.The stack of notes is ivans effort in attaining his set of perfect scores.and he intends to study medicine.

JC students really have that books' edge over poly students for sure.unless we are like in the top 10% of our cohort or something.

i havent begin studying yet though.but i must.if i do it right enough these 2 years should be pretty suffering for me.which is good.but if it is easy to pass..then im not using the time it right.

but im kind of hesistating whether to throw myself into the suffering yet.as there are still so many things occupied in my mind.

If i do it right.IFF...the table will be flipped.and everything will be back on the incline course instead of decline.

now's just the motivation part.

Finally i sounded to my dad about my plans.he agreed.now i need capital.