Inner self and Triggered self

ok..im rewriting my post because there're a few things i forgot to write about...=)..so much has passed..things like that..

i guess the world is always spinning..tomorrow is school already..not very sure im im ready to study in a sense..

yesterday was fun =)...went to work ...got to know lina fadilah and aliah..heheh..nice people they are.

although its quite boring at the start again but yaps..=)..still manage to enjoyed working..but my shoulders are freaking pain man..lols..hmm then during break ate at mac's with noel and xz..=)

hmmm...then after work..i went to qiu yun's bday to stayover...she's gone prettier over time as well..but still has that baby face kind..LOL..and she still doesnt smile..lol...as if her face made of paper like that..LOL..hmm..but yaps shes a good host..her friends are pretty nice as well.=)...i enjoyed sleeping over etc..sleep until damn shiok.HAHA...me noel and xz bought her necklaces ..but all different designs...hope she likes it.=)..

hmm im going to work on a few things of myself..and get myself a guitar.+ save up for a end of semester holiday!...

i finally got a hold of myself...im very stable in terms of mentally...

i am...well....waiting for a person...to enter..well...vision this....2 guys..A and B...both owned the same type of house..the size..the interior...exact same kind of house...A is a more..easy-going person...while B thinks more..

so...A sees a chance with a girl...he will go for it...But B...sees a chance..he waits..

A doesnt think too much..so he invites her to his house...while B...prefers to furnish his house and decorates it..maybe a candle lit dinner...then gets ready to invite the girl..

yaps..those who know what im talking about will guess correctly what kind of person i am..but well..house refers to.........yaps..lols..and ill soon be ready to let out my feelings..


its pretty simple why i need money...its pretty simple why i want a guitar..its pretty simple why im just waiting..its pretty simple once you have a piece of the puzzle..its just the wait and time factor..=)...and for the rest of the deeper thoughts and actual ...."furnish and decoration" i shant say..but..yaps..good night everyone need to go study and school's tomorrow..=)..

im just striving .