Shisha Terror

ARRRGGHH~~~

pek chek ar pek chek arhh~~...

frustration kept within.

but after chatting in msn..like forget many things i want to say already arhh..

ok...the situation goes like this..

me and a bunch of friends..about 5 including me..were at a arab restaurant.time passes fast and soon was 12....we asked around who we going back..i say taking bus...most of us taking LAST BUS...note the word BUS...then that person...i dont remember him sounding out the way he's going back~~...

(seriously arh..if that person is reading this..most probaby not because i dont spam my blog around...but if he is reading this...and is not happy with what im commenting..please feel free to drop comments or call me..ill be glad to have a little chit chat)...

drop comments by all means cause..well he knows exactly what happened ...WE ALL knew what happened...put it simply its 1 person drowning pulling 2 with him and making the other 2 feeling awkward...need evidence?..i can ask for it definitely..


ok ill continue..then..reaches 12.30..me ian noel and xiao jiao can take 162..like we said ...last bus..and 162 passes by our houses..but not his..then..he ask.."then what about me?"...if you have a mind that operates on neurons and sends electrochemical signals clearly...i think you shouldnt have a problem thinking..

No.1: did you sound out before 12.30??
No.2: Did you give suggestions and solutions for your own?
No.3:Am i the one that cannot take 162 or youre the one
No.4:Did you EVEN think about YOUR transport home??
No.5:Have you helped me before??..yes?what?..

if NO~~...then tell me whats there to argue about?..

ok..what can i say..after we settled the bill...he gave a very black face as if we owed him something...(want to deny?call me up thank you)..everyone was there..the mood was spoiled by??...

If you call us friends i think you would have given suggestions that doesnt make us SO in DEEP SHIT and in grave financial crisis...did you?...no..you kept quiet..at first i really dont want to take a cab because ive spent...48+dollars..just in 1 day..haircut..dinner..etc..and i have to carry $2 for my next saturday and sunday~~..dont pity me because im not regretting what ive decided but im letting my comments flow because if i dont do it i dont think i can sleep...WHY make a mountain out of a mole-hill??...if i compromised in taking a cab already yet have no rights to let my thoughts out then i think im not going to remember this friend...you...anymore..

and why i even compromised in taking a cab WAS NOT TO HELP YOU...why would i help?...it was to help poor noel..if i hadnt chose 2 take a cab..i think noel's pocket would have burst..and since he does help me..why shouldnt i help??...2nd...have you helped me before???..drop me...HAVE you helped others in OUR group before???...IN TERMS OF MONEY???...no?..then?..if yes...what??..

and lastly..i thought you're going back home?..the freaking money was to get all of us back home~...in the end??..go zowell's house to ton??..join the rest to ton at zowells?..freaking hell then in the first place take 162 to amk and ttake a freaking cab for yourself~...dont make use of your friends into giving their hard-earned cash and spending like nothing~...if YOU dont call this making use.....GIVE me another word to describe...IF you call it HELP~~..then i can tell you..prepare to help me and noel when we need it..If not..dont expect me to even call your name..

and finally..if you read this..DONT give me reply like"...whatever..say what you want."...and things that does not explain/help/describes the situation..its very child's play..youre 18 and cant handle your moods in public?...shame or not thats your call..

if this EVER happen again..especially those in my blacklisted folder in my mind..dont expect me to help..i do not help those that do not deserve to be helped...

IF NEED ANY EVIDENCE in any of my points stated ...ask me and i will clearly state date time and facts and peoples opinions..
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ok..why am i getting fussed up over this..is because..visualise someone...whom never helped you before...and..on that day..you over-exceeded your expenditure...and your have work next day and the day after next but you're left with insufficient cash for food(bank no money..just $2 left)...and the person whose asking for help does not speak his mind out and just plain keeping quiet...tell me..would you help?..if yes..how will you feel after that?..because the normal people's reaction would be.."no i wun help"..and in fact give"why help in the first place?"...yes?..

so freaking pissed...and now im like oweing people money because of the cab..seriously arh..if this happens again arh...dont expect to hear nice things from me..im direct and straight-forward when im angry..but definitely..ill put myself in the other's person's shoes before making my comments..need proof again?..i have mine..ya ALL these..IM directing to just ONE person...

i hate it when this kind of things happened..now thinking back i dont even know why i wanted to take the cab when i can take the last bus!..hais..forget it..take it as bad luck..ill just earn back what ive lost....=(