LASELLE-SIA

Well...now..

well..yesterday i was suppose to write this entry..but ya didnt have the time..

my mind is a bit of in a confusion..why?..cause i dont know whether i've chosen the course that i really liked...

hmm my interest is on the arts and design side...i enjoy myself most when im doing art..i hardly get sick of art..cause there are no boundaries and its a simple fact whether you can see it or not.thats all...

hmm..the reason why i chose chemical biomolec engineer was because i did well for my science..
and i thought i should bring myself up another level and challenge and cause well..i felt that it'll be interesting...i mean yes it is..the practicals were most interesting..but..i dont like the theory and lecture part..i really dont know how to cope..its like..ya~..i want to do well...but i dont have much interest in my course..i got 14...actually i wanted to do something related to design..but cause of the..14..i decided that i should make use of this point to get into a course thats better...

thats a ....quite a wrong choice?...i mean i dont know whether its wrong.hard to say..but ya..im not coping well.

most probaby..i mean...In life...there are many crossroads...many places to turn in at...turn out of...

so well..what i plan well is to finish my diploma in CBE..then maybe or maybe not..

i might go to a U to get a chemical and bio degree?...or i might U-turn back and go LASALLE-SIA to take arts..like interior design or fashion design?....while working in a plant aft my diploma to get some bigger salary..ya..i actually thought of stopping my diploma and wanted to lasalle straight...but think about it..i dont want it to be a wrong choice...or out of impulse...so i think i rather waste my time to use it into thinking carefully about my future..

i dont know why...but yesterday i was reading through my lecture notes..then..POOF this thought came in...the "troubled/crossed the line" thought like.."this is not my interest...design is"...and it got me thinking until today...i mean..i will work hard in both areas...and well..see how things go...but definitely i dont want to regret..=)

hmm...i like art and design cause...well..there are very little..rules..or..things to follow when its about design..rarely is there any..QUESTIONS..+ equations and things to solve...

i prefer something that i dont have to follow everytime..ill get sick of it easily...well..like my course at the moment..its...equations...solve...and ya...at the end of the day what i get is just to know how to solve the question to prepare myself for exam..this is how i see my course...whereas design yes its also about academic but i feel that theres..more...exploring yourself..instead of following..yaps...ill waste 3 years...maybe?..maybe not..we'll see.=)