Cradle To the Grave

Cradle To The Grave

not sure what this phrase means..but ill define it in my own way.

Well its a phrase that describes how im feeling now.Im like cradling myself into the grave.

hmm..or..simply....IM SO TIRED!!!I WANT SLEEEP!!!!

lol~dont think i have enough time to finish this post so ill continue later on.

*yawns.

*rub eyes.
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ok back home.hmmm im so tired now but i guess ill take my nap later on.

ermm..anyways just now went out with my family.Goodness i forgot today was to have a meal with them.and i was awaken from my slumber at 10.30am!CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!10.30!!I WAS SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP AT 1PM!!

*ahem

well.and we went down to fortunate restaurant.lol.chinese is xing fu yin cha.had all the chinese dim sum type of dishes..i have no idea what im stuffing myself with anyways because im just too tired.and i sat there and ate like a zombie.hur hur.came home and was SO GLAD i touched down after a home run.but i do enjoy family outings though:).just that this one came at a wrong time....morning...and i was really quiet there.

And talking about quiet.Im quite sure people are still wondering why mingyao sometimes quiet sometimes......lame and retarded.Well till now i only knew of 2 hypothesis to explain this.LOL.Cool ar the word hypothesis??..dont siao siao okay??

anyway first reason is TIRED.second is I DONT KNOW what to say.thats all.most of the times is because of tiredness then ill be quiet....second one happens rarely i guess..the only reason i wont know what to say is when im with old people,adults mainly..like just now eating out with my relatives and family i did not speak a word because..i dont know what to say...really..like what ask them hows the weather like or something???*knocks head.

and when im bored,

Hmm..well i remember recently..VERY recently i was f-ed up bored....when im bored..ill still talk..i wont be quiet...quieter la..but ill still talk a little..but MORE of ill give a blacker face.or this unhappy-mingyao face.

but its different compared to being tired and not speaking a single word and just listening people talk:)
and ill still smile.just that my blood freezes to stone and my face becomes plastic.lol.

people sometimes ask me,"mingyao,why today so quiet?"...and my favourite reply is, look at them and give them this expression, "@o@"....the "o" is the mouth.lets just say i have a variety of moods:)

Well anyways.yesterday was so cute.LOL~..i mean today...early early morning.lol.3am! and carol was there playing her audition.damn funny laa..and she changed her outfit!from da chang jin to one of the girls in COYOTE UGLY.haha.nice nice~i remember her in the game did an FM that comprises of Windmill switch to Air Flare then over to 1990.nice...girl i really like the song "get down on the floor".sounds so techno trance.lol~.and yours i remember ok?!dont think after a good night sleep to forget you..~oops.lols..jk..yours is BEAT CITY!silly girl..really silly....if only i can use her as a punching bag.HAHA~~..jkjk.