Thursday, October 12, 2006

age of empire

Age Of Empire

hmm thinking of the game??..nopes..nothing about the game.

well..chatted with quite a number of people on msn and on phone yesterday..and theres only one image that keeps popping into my mind..well...and thats my future.I keep thinking that i must ...make...efficient use of my time.

One reason was maybe because i had a chat with my dad..talked quite a lot..and me being more direct i debated straight out about what i thought what he said was wrong and bla bla..all turned out well that he knew i had plans for my future..plans = 1 thing ..actions = another thing.So i cant say for sure for myself either..

But what i can say is that..my holidays was spent on slacking sleeping eating and also playing games..seldom push myself out of house..seldom call out and meet people..and i didnt work for the past 2 months..so i guess the holidays really was...used to feed my greed for laziness..

Call it a good thing because after slacking and relaxing SO much..i can get myself back to focus instead of thinking about slack and rests..so i hope this semester will be a good one..anyways theres only 3 more semester..1 of which is attachment..so 2..so..i guess i can run a bit instead of crawling..

and i challenge myself this..that is to get...not a lorry..not a truck..not a 4WD..not a scooter..not a sports bike..not a scrambler BUT get a CAR/driving license when im 20-21!!(actually 4wd more ex than a car though..)I WANT A YELLOW/WHITE MAZDA 6! but then again..you can take my words for bullshit


haha~..alright..lets continue...i kind of feel that ive been caring how other people judge me and i CARE TOO MUCH~..so now..or at least now ill try to just FUCK CARE!..im myself and i cant help it if im childish or act cute or well..just being...not-mature..i like joking around and at times offending people..but well thats me!:> and of course ill apologise sincerely to those i offend laa~..because im a sensitive person and..not..senseless~

For now its studies...and..christmas(i hope it will be a....fruitful one)
and i promise ill care more for my friends..friends worth more than money in my dictionary



*GRINS

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