My Character

Damn it.this few days has been days of doing nothing and that disturbed me a lot.wasted time.

Anyway tomorrow's graduation and i can say i dont feel proud or enthusiastic.i promise.University will be different.

I envy my brother.He has quite a high GPA and he took Chemical Engineering.i mean its a tough course no doubt but with the lightest of effort there should be at least a 2.5-8.But i got a pathetic score.failed 1 module in my year one and everything was wrong.

1 bad decision or step really can change everything.But im the only one to blame.

So wasting these few days really bothered me.

And i was organizing my stuffs and fondled into these notes that baby wrote and cards that she made.i really loved it.it looked really cute and the effort was tremendous.i mean during my 21st i didnt cry but i was just feeling so fortunate i have such a loving girlfriend.And i wouldnt want anything more than just that.a loving and understanding girlfriend. i want and cant wait to do so many things with her.like going overseas etc

A levels studies is my next priority after i settle some stuffs.
Im yearning for perfect score.whether my words can transpose into actions is of course....a different matter.